So, I too have got caught up in this Nigel Thornberry craziness. So I shoved a sound clip of his BLARGRGRG into the song “It Goes Around The World” by ATC.
Hope you enjoy it!!!
Sometimes, you just don’t notice the hints, and the truth comes flying at you thinking you knew.
What an unexpected outcome.
Life is filled with some random things. But those things make you happy yet sad. You choose to rid of them. You didn’t want to be sad anymore.
Now you realize you’re nothing without them.
Everything made yourself, you. ♥
That’s probably cruel for me to say. But I wish she would die.
I do ‘and eye for an eye’ rule with them. Hit me, and I’ll hit back in the same place. Telling me to hit “where a lot of meat is located”, a.k.a. the butt, isn’t going to help prevent injuries. I’ll obey that one ‘advice’, but I’m not promising on not causing an injury. I’ll hit so hard that it’ll bruise and bleed. If you don’t like it, move out the house. Or even better, just die.
It’s been a while. Whoopeedoop. ;’D
I’ll try to get on more…even though I’ve said that about 10 million times. OTL
We call unsightly things monsters.
We call hateful things monsters.
We call unusual things monsters.
But the worst one is inside of us.
Never fully realized my dreams. I’ve had quiet a few, but honestly, I’m not sure if they are even considered dreams if I don’t follow them through.
I’ve left many dreams behind, and now, I regret that.
Singing, Piano, Painting, Violin, Flute, Dancing.
I wish to be able to serenade with my voice, to play sorrow filled violin pieces, to change pace with piano medleys, and to express myself with knowledgeable paintings.
Though flute is something not very big to me…
The only dream I’ve kept till now is ‘Artist’, but it’s not even a full artist, just a sketching artist, a digital artist…I want to be an artist of different media.
I want to be a multi-talented artist. Painting artist, musical artist, expression artist. An Artist.
It’s always hard to tell your parents everything. Let it be about relationship, your hardships, school, or even just expressing your dreams.
I look back and saw that I never did tell my parents ‘I love you’. It just takes me so much to bring out those words. Actually, I rarely ever tell them anything. I sometimes tell some friends only a very small portion of what I fully feel or think. Just thinking about the things I wish to tell my parents, but can’t bring myself to makes me tear up.
Seeing others being so close to their parents, I wonder why I don’t try to be close with mine. Maybe it’s a fear of being rejected by them, or just being so self-conscious is pulling me back. I’m also distant with even my closest friends, so just how distant am I to my parents?
I know forcing a wall around myself is a cheap way to keep myself from receiving pain, I know it’s a cowardly thing to do, but I can’t help it. I’m human. It’s only natural to avoid painful things. I look up to those that are able to endure the pain, risk themselves in order to mature and grow. They always seem to shine so brightly. Unlike me.
I wish to face my fears…but that seems impossible.
I wish to break my wall.
Tell me that you love me
Tell me that you hate me
As long as you think about me
You got me addicted yo you
(Addicted, I’m addicteD)
I don’t care what others think about you
You got everything I want
My mind is going crazy crazy for you
(I love you,I hate you, I love you, I hate you)
Just look at me
I’m like a parasite, I’m stuck to you
Can’t get enough of you, living off of you
I may be insane, but I’m all for you
Just can’t control myself, boy, you better run
Got a knife in hand, got your scent, on your trail
You got me addicted, addicted to you
It’s too late, too late for you
Images of your are flashing through my mind
(Love Love Love Love)
(Hate Hate Hate Hate)
Loving you, Hating you,
I’m going crazy
Got me addicted
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My heart is burning, I can’t control
My mind is gone, lost my soul,
You’re the one, why don’t you understand?
I poured all my love for you, now only hate is left
I only saw you, only thought you,
Only you in my world
But why did this all happen?
(Why Why Why)
Blood stained clothes
Hands in red
And you just lying there, lifeless
As coarse tears roll down
A smile breaks through
Can’t control, Outta my mind
Why didn’t you understand?
Why? Why? Why?
All the love, All the hate
Swirling in one big mass
Dissolving feelings of the past
You don’t know me that say
For everything you give me
It makes me worst
Cause your perfection is a drug
